/lit/ - Literature

>>10822768
OP here. Lots of people dismiss the disorder as a meme (or if they don't they dismiss the people who have it) but based on the fact that you seem to be "splitting" pretty badly, emotionally vulnerable and easily influenced by others due to the complete lack of a stable image of self you may have Borderline Personality Disorder. Getting diagnosed with it (despite the stigma and the initial dysphoria over having a disorder with the highest suicide rate of any inc. bipolars and schizoids) gave me a great deal of perspective and helped me work through my issues and learned irrational thought patterns. Still a daily battle, but finding a support group or at least people who can relate to you is a massive help.

>>10706209
there is one? featuring one of the greatest Soviet actors

>>10693348
Learn Russian

>>10636818
one of his hardest but most rewarding novels, it takes the Russian realist tendency to throw a million names and pseudonyms at you to an extreme, the amount of social intrigue behind the scenes and the epistolary form give it a free wheeling chaotic form; as it exposes more and more of the true nature of events and characters (which is still often second hand) finally it begins to make sense. Basically the first half of the novel is confusing as hell.

>>10591115
Read Demons and sort yourself out