/lit/ - Literature

>>17388188
i dont think i can even run anymore. all i have done after rona is eat food delivered to my door, and drink too much. i have gained 30kg in the last year

>>17163444
this, except
black hair >= brown hair (dark) >>>>>> brown hair (light) >= blonde hair >>>>>>>>>>>>>> gingers

>>17080368
in commemoration of Sage, here's my only cat pic

The only time I ever made any positive changes in my life were on nofap and stimulants.

>>16938212
I honestly think people who shack should die.

ive wasted my life

Help me out
I havent written that much and little of it has been literary
However for the past 2 months I've spent many hours per day seriously brainstorming ideas for a novel which serves as a response to a very contemporary story trope isekai that many people are already starting to get bored of
Though the story was initially simply a response to the trope it ended up developing into a very personal exploration of my fears and insecurities, and I doubt such a personal story would attract an audience if the trope its responding to continues to fall out of favor, which I think is already starting to happen

My current source of anxiety rests on me doubting wether I have enough writing prowess to give a fair treatment to the story I wanna tell, however if I spend time developing my skills the trope might fall out of favor (can be argued it already is starting to) and i'd be screwed

So from a reductionist point of view, im asking how can I teach myself how to write well (whatever that means) in a relatively short time frame

Should I even try to improve my writing beforehand or would it be better to just jump straight in and try to improve as I go on?

thanks

>>15230543
searching for a book that will solve your internal struggle and intellectualizing it will not solve your problem, i have tried. It sounds dumb but the answer is legit "vibes". Culture, attitudes, ideas, beliefs etc are runoffs of vibes. It is the sentiment before any thought is crystallized in your head. much more visceral than written words and i cant easily express it. your energy wavelength is expressing turbulence so good vibes only for now on bud.
That being said i did enjoy Suttree and its dense and not explicit but the closest ive got for what your looking for