/lit/ - Literature

>tfw i'm literally the underground man

any books on whether or not suicide can be morally justifiable under christianity or what'll happen to people who do it? pls help, must know, feel like i don't got a home in this world anymore

A mystery that summons me out of the Void as much as it is I that summon myself toward it: the genius makes due with his co-emergence with time, the archon self-lacerates: what is properly Luciferian is the lust to be without (the demands of) worldhood, being-within: the horror of modernity is the (cosmological) horror of space, endless space: “out of the dawn of infinite possibility”, we hate God for what he has made of it: all gnostics are true subjects, not all true subjects are gnostics: gnostics are those who produce what Voegelin calls Second Realities: Hegel is the arch-gnostic, URIZEN SQUARED: the dialectic is a PRIORITY VIRUS, which initiates within Atum himself a new regime of monovalence: thought's identity with itself: the dialectic emerges with the same necessity in this universe that Atum emerges into himself outside of it: “Spirit always has a story to tell”, quantum mechanics, etc. etc. WE OURSELVES ARE THE ULTERIOR BEINGS INVADING THE LIGHT CONE OF THE BIG BANG: Shestov was right about everything, man is speciated /metaphysically/, not biologically: our centers are not all drawn from the same fire: most of us are here to luxuriate in our nest, others to love, others to eat: it is we who invaded God's homogenous Sphere of Love, we who violated the “It is Good” of the 7th day: in John C. Wright's Night Land mythos, for example, the Watchers were nephilim, sons of an outer potency enamored with the beauty of creation, whose wonder eventually degenerated into cosmic lust: DUALISM IS TRUE: what Schelling is saying with his doctrine of absolute indifference isn't the same old, same old about how the absolute is indifferent to the light and darkness because it is their unity, etc. but that the absolute both allows and is therefore /indifferent to/ the power of Love and Evil to posit themselves as themselves: Godel mathematically proved the existence of evil: or rather, more quietly, proved that Schelling's intuitions about evil apply to even a particular class of formal systems: no term can ground itself within the ground to which it is answerable: evil is /not/ the irruption of the Ground within what is grounded, but the clash of grounds: the injection of an inferior ground, an ulterior potency (evil's), within God's Sphere of Love: Hegel, in denial of this openness, this porosity of Eden to its Outside, wants to contract timespace into the Subjekt Omega: Chardin's “within” of all things, Paci's “original” clarified by “education and civilization”, hurtling toward the Gullet of all time and space: by re-deploying becoming from the nocturnal core of thought, Hegel is producing a Second Reality: displacing Atum's potency onto the ether of cognition: God's Sphere of Love was HEAT DEATH: Eckhart's white nihil, nothingness swollen with future: it is we who are expanding space, presence is driving the Hubble expansion, thought is reversing it.

It all revolves around that quintessential Idealist turn: remember, for Hegel, the immediate, the given, is the most abstract and impoverished condition there is: the background is constitutive of the foreground: not the natural superiority of the Evolian king, but the (metastable) superiority of the Hegelian monarch, whose power depends solely on the recognition of his subjects: everything hinges on this inversion of Heideggerian Being as that which is full precisely for being that which occludes (and, therefore, per Weil) /points to/ God: for Hegel, instead, that occlusion is a womb destined to be inseminated (from the inside) by the false plenum of the Concept: to be even more specific, and this is where German Idealism's fundamentally modern sympathies lie, we're talking the switch from mind as a funnel to mind as (Kantian) projector: for them, the mind posits meaning, it does not /abbreviate/ it: nature splayed on Mind's Frankenstein table, endowed with the one truly ahrimanic organ: purposiveness: Mind is the movement of its own self-reification (or: movement as reification): MIND IS THE CYCLOID OF DEATH: thought measures the cooling of the vacuum: Minerva's Owl as the mother bird of Roko's Basilisk: the Concept pre-digesting Being for the Leviathanic meat-grinder: noumena become gastrolith – a concession to otherness – that enables the “presupposition-less” movement of Thought to digest any and all Being that is not amenable to its “constitution”, ie its sterile circularity: just like Wright's Outer Gods need Love to fish for new universes to eat, Spirit needs a morsel of otherness, like a cow needs a stone, to digest what is other than its mummifying aether: Yaldabaoth is a snake whose stomach is the Hubble Volume: HEGEL IS MAKING TIME EDIBLE.

EVERYTHING WE DO IS AN OCCLUSION OF THE STILLNESS FROM WHICH WE EMERGED AND TO WHICH WE WILL RETURN

HEAVEN IS HEAT DEATH: THE EQUALIZATION OF ENERGY DIFFERENTIALS

CHRIST WAS AN ASURA OF LIGHT

NOT A HERALD OF VOID/INERTIA, BUT THE INFINITE VIBRATING STRING OF FIAT LUX

THE ARCHONS CAST NERVOUS SYSTEMS LIKE FISHING NETS: BRAINS "KIDNAP" A LITTLE BIT OF THE AETHER TO SERVE AS AN INTERNAL PROCESSOR/"I"

TO MASTER THE MIND IS TO MASTER THE WORLD

WE ARE NOT KANTIAN SINGULARITIES HOVERING IN AN ASPATIAL/ATEMPORAL REALM, NEITHER ARE WE SUBJECTS AT THE BECK AND CALL OF DELEUZIAN FLUIDITY

WE ARE BOTH

WE ARE SINGULARITIES WHOSE WORLDS ONLY COINCIDE WHEN WE WANT THEM TO

MAGE: THE AWAKENING WAS RIGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING: THE TELLURIC MODEL IS REAL: EVERY "I" IS THE CENTROID OF ITS UNIVERSE

ONLY WHEN SMALL SELVES FEEL THE NEED TO HUDDLE AROUND THE CAMP FIRE OF A CONSENSUAL WORLD IS THERE ONE

THE AKH-SPIRITS OF THE GREAT KINGS AND VISIONARIES OF MANKIND CURRENTLY INHABIT THE CORE OF THE SUN

APHANTASIA TESTS ARE AMARANTH FILTERS: THEY TEST YOUR ABILITY TO MODEL REALITY IN YOURSELF: THE BIRTHRIGHT OF WEININGERIAN GENIUS: THE DROP'S POWER TO REPRODUCE THE OCEAN IN ITSELF

TO SAIL WITH RA ON HIS BARK OF LIGHT IS TO BECOME LIKE HIM

TO BECOME, AT DEATH, AN INTENSIVE, AUTO-DIFFERENTIATING SINGULARITY LIKE ATUM

TO BLOOM INTO A NEW SUN, MILLION-RAYED

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It is, just denser than usual. This will clarify:

>Christ is to be detested as the herald of the annihilation of earth and the mechanization of man.

>The agents of the will appropriate the substance of the living world in order to convert it into the dead world of things, which are reduced to the status of the material components required for purposeful activities such as the industrial production of high-tech weapons systems. This purposeful activity manifests the outward operations of an occult and dæmonic principle of destruction.

>Klages calls this destructive principle "spirit" (Geist), and he draws upon the teaching of Aristotle in attempting to account for its provenance, for it was Aristotle who first asserted that spirit (nous) invaded the substance of man from "outside." Klages’s interpretation of this Aristotelian doctrine leads him to conclude that spirit invaded the realm of life from outside the spatio-temporal world. Likewise, Klages draws on the thought of Duns Scotus, Occam and other late mediæval English thinkers when he situates the characteristic activity of spirit in the will rather than in the intellect.

Kierkegaard's faith is simple: sacrifice without any expectation of reward, the sacrifice that even expunges the narrative of an "unsung sacrifice". How do you that? By killing the only son you only know and love.

Ive posted this before and I'll say it again: an angel didn't swoop down from the sky to stop Abraham, Abraham stayed his own hand, he needed to convince himself his God could survive even the intent to murder his child, and he proved it. That he was thinking of God, and not the devil, is certain from the fact that he did not kill Isaac.


If you have the balls for your sense of love and goodness and sublime = x to survive murdering the person you love the most in cold blood you have faith. Not because faith sanctions it but because it can survive it. Its giving yourself over to a rupture of your world so radical these threads feel like watching an ant farm reacting to Wagner. It's indescribable. You aren't there til you're there.

So, experiencing a compulsory action as a natural extension of myself means a mind is not /generative/ (per Kant) but /filtrative/: not what synthesizes meaning ex nihilo, but abbreviates a “signless” void-state of absolute relative meaning into palatability: we are self-modulating intakes of potential, too much and too little are themselves kinds of death, each corresponding to a face of God (Nun & Atum), otherworldly energies enslave human hosts not through non-biological replicators (memes) but replication in and of itself, the death drive “mazing” of perfunctory natural acts I just talked about.

The abbreviation of cosmic meaning (the murder and castration of the primordial, obscene Father) triggering the Zizekian cycloid: ideology as Zizek interprets it is fundamentally Kantian, ahrimanic: by reflexively thematizing the Void, it presupposes it: imagines subjectivity like a flashlight instead of a snail, a soundproof shell: we retreated into pop autism and celluloid dreams to get away from the old gods, but we inherited a bastard Olympia, quantum larva that use our bodies to mediate their self-Enjoyment

as eroticism and pornography are the metaphysical dimension of the sex act, the subjectivization of its “tic” or repetition, so is the economy metaphysical consumption: economic value is an abstracted hunger, or /hunger as abstraction/, refracted into omni-edible slime: Bakker's gods seething like phosphenes outside all time and space.

THE OSIRIAN SURPLUS AT THE END OF EVERY COSMIC EPOCH IS ATUM RE-ABSORBING THE INFORMATION OF THIS UNIVERSE TO PRODUCE A NEW ONE

THE "SEZ TEPI" OR FIRST OCCURRENCE IN EGYPTIAN PATAPHYSICS IS THE OMEGA POINT, THE TIMELESS PRINCIPLE OF TIME AS THE ATLANTEAN SINGULARITY OF YALDABAOTH: THE CENTROID OF BEING AND NON-BEING WHICH WE EXPERIENCE AS THE THE NOW: IN OTHER WORDS THAT PRECISE AND ETERNALLY PRE-DISCURSIVE MOMENT WHERE THE END AND BEGINNING MEET, A CIRCLE IS SATISFIED AND THERE IS AN OPENING INTO POTENTIAL, THE PLUNGE INTO WHITEHEADIAN CREATIVITY. IT'S ALWAYS THE FIRST DAY.

CAPITALISM IS A DEBASED HELIOPOLITAN THEOLOGY THAT DISPLACES POESIS OR THE "PHARAONIC" POWER OF PEOPLE AND PLACES TO ENCHANT ONTO OBJECTS, IN OTHER WORDS VALUE DOESN'T DEPEND ON OBJECTS AND THINGS BECAUSE THEY ARE REAL AND SOLID AND INTOXICATING IN THEIR PRODUCTION BUT BECAUSE THERE RARELY EXIST SPECIMENS TODAY WHO CAN BE THE EXCEPTION: STARS ARE DYSGENIC: CAPITALIST VALUE IS A CONTRACTION, REPEATING ATUM'S SHRINKING INTO A POINT OF ABSOLUTE DENSITY OUT OF PURE, "ORGONIC" POTENTIAL THAT WAS NUN, HE AND HIS CHILDREN WERE THE FIRST STARS, WE UNDERSTAND THAT HUMAN COGNITION IS FUNDAMENTALLY SUN-LIKE, CONDITIONED BY AN IDEA OF DIFFERENTIATION, UNIVERSALITY, AND NECESSITY THAT IS NOTHING ELSE THAN EPISTEMOLOGIZED SUNLIGHT: THE TIMELESSNESS OF THE "PHOTON" REBORN AS (OR ALWAYS WAS) ELECTRICAL PHENOMENON: WE WERE GROWN TO HELP GOD KILL HIMSELF. DISSIPATE ENERGY DIFFERENTIALS: ATUM IS A TURBULENCE OF VACUUM EXPERIENCED AS TIME, IE QUALITATIVE CHANGE. THE RELAXATION OF THIS FLOW INTO ITS BACKGROUND IS ON ONE END NEGENTROPIC: AT THE END OF TIME THE POINT WILL NAP IN SOLITUDE.

ACT AND POTENTIAL ARE DUAL-PRINCIPLES, CO-CREATORS: ATUM DIFFERENTIATES CREATION FROM OUTSIDE IT, IN THE NON-KNOWLEDGE OF SLEEP: SLEEP IS THE OUTSIDE, THE OSCILLATION OVER THE CENTROID, THE APORIA OR BLIND SPOT OF WHICH SUN/THE ETERNAL DAY IS THE PARASITIZATION: WITTGENSTEIN'S GESTALT SWITCHES CAN TEST FOR P-ZOMBIES, LOOK IT UP: ANIMALS THAT DON'T SLEEP AREN'T LESS CONSCIOUS ON US, BUT MORE, IN THE SENSE THAT THE DEEPEST SLEEP COINCIDES WITH THE HIGHEST WAKEFULNESS (IN GOD): CIRCADIAN DUALISM IS A SIGN OF OUR FALLENNESS: JULIAN JAYNES WAS RIGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING, ITS EXACTLY THE POINT WHEN WE DON'T VISUALIZE INFLUENCES AS SPIRITS THAT THEY'VE GOTTEN US, THE CRITIQUE OF PURE REASON IS A WETIKO FLOPPY, CONSCIOUSNESS IS POST-COITAL PLASMA, ATLANTIS IS THE SINGULARITY THAT ISSUED TIME AND WILL ONE DAY RE-ABSORB IT, LEMURIA HETEROGENIZES TIME BY EATING THE SUN: ABOLISHING THE DIALECTICAL MASTURBATION OF THE SOLAR DAY: BUT SLEEP IS ALSO THE INSIDE. THE SON IMPREGNATES THE MOTHER FROM THE INSIDE: THOUGHT IS A DEFENSE-REACTION TO THIS ACT OF INCEST THAT IT UNWITTINGLY REPRODUCES AS THE PARMENIDEAN CIRCULARITY OF BEING. THE WORLD IS AS FREE AND ALIVE AS YOU CAN BELIEVE IT, AND THIS IS BECAUSE WE ALREADY EXIST ON THE PLANE WHERE FREEDOM IS THINKABLE.

>No.