/lit/ - Literature

>become complete shut-in in my teens
>quickly start reading articles and watching videos in English because the things I was into were basically translations of American sources
>14 years later still shut-in basically living on the (English-speaking) Internet
>forgot large portion of the vocabulary I had in my original language
>my retarded English that I learned on 4chan is now better than my native Italian
>will never use it IRL, where I can only communicate like a troglodyte in my native language
Should I just move to America? At least there I'd have an excuse for sounding like a retard.