/lit/ - Literature

i feel so lonely. everything makes me sad. even when i try to help myself by going outside it doesn't leave me. only for a bit and then it goes again. i wish i had friends. i wish i had a girlfriend.

i saw a tweet where someone basically made fun of the concept of not killing yourself because you might miss out on your favourite music or shows or whatever by basically deeming it all as just being a consoomer or whatever. lots of discussion in the replies, some critical of the meme, some making some points for it. it's all so depressing to me. there's no escaping dread no matter what you decide to do. there has to be.

i don't trust anyone or anything. i am now wary of everybody i come across. i'm so scared. i need help.