/lit/ - Literature

I think I must have borderline personality disorder because I have consciously constructed personas and no real self and i switch them out depending on who i am around. i spend most of my life trying to fit in with different groups based mostly on shallow things like appearances and performative attitude not because i am vain but because if i can trick others into thinking i am something that is say i am then i can just be that thing

is this what sartre called the being-for-itself striving through bad faith become the being-in-itself? or do i have BPD? or am i a sociopath? there are things i feel authentically but they are few and mostly inconsequential.