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I have a problem of self-poisoning myself. Sometimes it's medication, sometimes supplements, sometimes a large quantity of one type of food. I don't mean to, I take one pill and think it's not doing anything or that it is having a nice effect, so I take another and end up consuming a whole pack. Supplements seem to be the worst at the moment. I don't know why I do it. I try to keep stuff out of reach, like I'm parenting a child. I suppose at least I'm not consuming bleach. I hope I don't end up in hospital again, it's really embarrassing. The doctors and nurses act annoyed at me and treatment me like an idiot, which I don't blame them for, I kind of am.