/lit/ - Literature

>>20451153
>they wasted several years of my 20s
You are the master of your own fate, you are the captain of your own soul, you being lead around by clowns is your own issue, when and where did these clowns tell you to waste or give up your life in the way that you did, in fact you clearly didn't even assimilate the least conception if you feel that you "wasted" time, and you never actually cultivated the experiential aspects, but everything you did was confined to purely rational study, it took me under a month to read every book of Guènons, and it never has impeded on my life, I don't care to discuss it with people i just occasionaly go on /lit/ all my discussion of the subject is confined to this place alone, it doesn't dominate mind, in fact my mind is for most of the day is totally empty even as I'm writing this I am not even "aware" of the place that these words are coming from its as if my hands were moving automatically, most things like this for me are totally effortless, I don't even have a sense of time anymore, I can go to sleep on command, when I fall asleep I don't lose conciousness, instead I am just in a warm golden light and I just sit there, contemplating effortlessly.

All i have to say is that you were filtered, you must still be under the spell of equality and democratism as a coping mechanism to compensate for the fixity of your abnormal mind.