/lit/ - Literature

My throat is soar and I have a dry cough, I caught a cold from a relative. Felt like there was a bubble in my head yesterday that only popped when I popped myself and busted a nut to some fertility goddess looking female with dark aerolas and huge breasts. Unfortunately I've been cursed with extreme post-nut vulnerability and am suspicious of any male lest they try to steal the phantom gfs in my mind, even though I've never had a gf. Ten days without wanking I feel as though I could beat in a fight males even larger and stronger than me, but immediately after the act I'm intimidated by typical every day types, and want to hide myself away from society.

I really need to hire an escort to go monkey madness on my dick to get over this stuff, because my will isn't strong enough to nofap for half a year to achieve such spiritual gains, especially with all of these 2d and 3d succubi posted on 4channel that attempt to steal my essence.