/lit/ - Literature

my mother is a no good whore that most likely is cheating on my Dad rn and did before she left us. I hate women. They need to be put on leashes and fucked hard to be of any use. This board is filled with idiots. My head is hot. Can't think clear. That gun is so tempting not for myself only but to use on my Mother. God is ignoring me. All this physical head pain and dizziness and horrible eye pain and problems that makes me useless yet after 5 years, nothing. No improvement. Feel like I have a fever. There is no fun. The feeling is gone. Even the normal feeling of desire or lust is sapped. Greediness, happiness, everything on both sides of the spectrum is dulled and cut off. There's only unconscious worry, pain, embarassment, weakness, tears and far fantasies. I hope Christianity isn't a jewish plot or else I truly have nothing. Even all sexual desire is deadened.
Strange how similar pic related's mouth looks like a vagina doesn't it? Like God gave us a warning.