/lit/ - Literature

I am totally cumbrained.

I have no problem writing shit and coming up with ideas, but when it's coomer fantasies it's like everything is totally elevated. Same with drawing. I massively improved just from being super autistic about little details being off, where as with a normal drawing I wouldn't even think about it even when I'm trying to get better. I wonder how many writers embrace this and remove the fetish stuff in post. It's obviously it's all over anime/manga/etc, but I remember hearing about it being in random western movies/games/etc as well. And those are just the guys who admitted to it.

>>16120421
>the coomers

>spend time on fit
>get fit, chase women and crave sex because im reading for hours the opinions of lust fueled normalfags
>make goals and chase them

>spend time on lit
>end up reading 200 pages a day, isolate myself and live an ascetic lifestyle and disregard women completely, retaining semen. Write poetry and short stories daily. Become contemplative and shun society

Any life affirming books to fill my mind with? I get the nagging feeling that chasing women is unfulfilling but there is a literal thread on fit about how to get laid in uni. Im 20 btw and my life purpose is to become a poet and an author. I dont want to waste my potential following the crowd but i also dont want to cope with stoicism: it is a life denying philosophy. I want a life Affirming one