/lit/ - Literature

>I will read literature and embrace other forms of art to make my life feel more enriched and meaningful
>literally all these things basically just point to nothing but the fact that i should be out living life and doing literally anything else that isn't sitting around consooming art

i was about to make a prideful remark about how childish and stupid an anon was being in some other thread, then it kind of hit me that I started browsing here when i was like 14 years old and im still here at almost 30 so what the fuck do I expect???

i guess the problem is that Im a failure and dont know where else to go so im here forever. i dunno. i wish i could have had a normal life, went to school, got married, had kids and a dog and a white picket fence. the worst part is that some sad saps never had a chance, but I probably could have made it if i just set some goals and got my anxiety under control and didn't focus so much on doing drugs as a teenager. this is just fucking pure misery sitting around alone day in and out for years, and soon, decades.

>>17747240
>start getting into christianity
>start reading the bible, related christian works, listen to christian preachers
>everything I learn slowly pushes me more and more away from christianity
>when I ask questions I unironically get told "stop thinking" or "stop asking questions"
>back at square one
I'm in the same boat, OP. I'll tell you if I figure it out but don't hold your breath

>>14269010
>it was a triology right?
y-yes. i read them and loved them as a teenager, but even i couldn't finish chapterhouse dune. the story seemed pretty well wrapped up by the end of the third book.

>>14269005
no u!

sorry for the atuism i meant to say read it, it's good...

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