/lit/ - Literature

Books on the subconscious? I am wanting to access my subconscious. It has come to my attention that simply rationalizing the circumstances of events as they come is insufficient. To be conscious is not enough. I need domain over my subconscious. I want to be making actions through my life with a complete understanding of the subliminal drives.

Can physicalists believe in God? Is physicalism just a new word for atheism?

I'm becoming less and less like others, and I know it's important that I do so if I wish to achieve my philosophical goals. It's not always easy though. I'm not a hermit. I have to communicate with others, and the people I have to communicate with notice more and more that I am out of place. It's becoming tiresome, for me, and I assume for them as well. I'm not interested in going backward. I will only continue my alienation. I am only writing this, because from time to time I become sensitive to the way the world around me has trouble with my existence. They take offense at my strangeness, and it causes me sadness. But I will not stop with my routine and passions. I know what I want. I know the cost must be large, but that doesn't make it less daunting to be aware of the nature of that.

>watch schizos in jealousy as they increasingly destabilize and spew their word-salad on /lit/ etc
Why can't I unlock that unbound potential!?