/lit/ - Literature

I realized i have a legitimate phobia of doing homework. I've realized the trauma that started it, and the subsequent traumas that enforced it, and I've never realized it until just now at 19, when its been affecting me ever since 7th grade. It really sucks that I'm just getting a grasp of what it is thats affecting me because im on the edge of failing 2 of my 4 college classes just because I've been avoid my schoolwork so much, and it being easy to because of online classes. I'm confident I'll be fine even if I fail college I can get a webdev job whenever I need to but I really don't want to disappoint my father, which may be bound to happen.