/lit/ - Literature

Implying I let you slip is kind of idiotic don’t cha think. I let you slip? I guess I let everyone in my whole entire fucking life slip then. Like my Uncle, Julia, Kimberly, Tyler. I am trying as hard as I fucking can to fucking change but no everyone just thinks I’m not trying - sometimes I EVEN think I’m not trying but guess what I know I am I just know I am trying my hardest to change and not be so fucking stupid and get over the boy who left so many scars and I’m trying to stop drinking so much when I’m alone and I’m trying to stop smoking but it’s hard because every cig I find I freak out and can taste the nicotine kiss and I don’t know. I’m trying to be a better person, a better writer, a better me. But it’s so hard. I think I need to be alone for a while. More like forever.