/lit/ - Literature

I think I've become worse after /lit/. Other boards taught me how to lift, cook, sew, paint, git gud at board games, what classic movies to watch, what old video games are worth the time. I'm not sure what /lit/ has provided me. I feel more empty being here. Plato and nitzhche have just made me sad. Classic novels made me realize how I can never finish anything. Sci-fi makes me feel like I'm wasting my time. Self help books don't really help. I think I've become more disassociated with the world. Law school has become harder now, not because the reading is any worse, but the content of judge opinions and secondary text are so dull in comparison to other writing, before I started reading again opinions and textbooks weren't that bad, now it's a struggle.


I unno how to get over this empty feeling, I don't even like going out and drinking with my friends much anymore. I'm tired of blacking out. I'm tired of forgetting both when I drink and I'm tired of forgetting everything I read. I just don't know anymore. I used to lift. I used to have hobbies that would move me. I just don't find joy in much anymore. I'm not smart enough to join the high ranks, but I'm not normal enough to enjoy my friends or strangers.