/lit/ - Literature

what is the modern west but a giant museum and old peoples home visited by chinese tourists and african rapeugees.

What is the white man but faustian, trading his soul for technology and science in order to conquer the world, all lands speak english and the lingua franca, all lands wear blue jeans, all lands listen to rock and rap music, all lands watch hollywood movies, there is an american flag on the moon.

I have learned meter and rhyme, i have learned about counting syllables and Iambic pentameter. But i never use them, cause modern poetry is mostly free verse.

But you should learn about the imagery, the senses, figurative language, concrete language, tone, the human condition, etc

You still need to know some stuff

I had an emotional affair with my high school art teacher. We would write secret notes to each other through a weekly sketch book. We formed a deep emotional connection where we became worried about each other and helped each other.
One day i told her i loved her. She replied with "no you dont",I replied back with, "yeah, i probably just like the idea of you".

She ended up getting fired after a year, i think it was her first teaching job. In a twist of fate the only year i ever had to go to summer school i was standing outside her building during lunch and was there the day she had to clean out her class room.

I went with her into her room and had a very deep and personal conversation with her. We both knew it was over, and that she was too old, and also my teacher. But the atmosphere was electric none the less. We got very physically close to each other before she just hurried away and left.

I never talked to her again.

She ended up getting divorced from her nerd cuck husband who was this cringy Mexican guy who was the walking embodiment of reddit, quit her teaching job and moved to a different state, she married one of those granola lumber jack into the wild white guys and had a kid.

I really was the complete opposite of the type of guy she would like, neet shut in man child with mental health problems. She is like some health nut new agey libtard who is really into her Chicana heritage.

I guess i do love her still, mostly because im a neet that hasnt left the house in years and dont know any other women, although its much less than i used to.The funny thing is i never actually could jerk off to her, like i actually respected her too much, is must be some weird psychological hang up, maybe i feel im not worthy, all the other boys talked about wanting to fuck her all the time. Dont get me wrong, im a massive sex freak, i would fuck anything that moves, its not trying to impress anyone, its just, i dont know, im disgusted with myself and have suicidal low self esteem.I figure even in the alternate universe where she loved me back it would have failed anyways, im pretty much a mentally ill proto fascist into the occult, and i explained her earlier. So, that was the only woman i ever loved outside of me mum.

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