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>>10895321
I generally live right on the line of life affirmation and denial when I'm in my normal state in a neutrality that can easily go towards positive (see a qt bird in the garden) or negative (dentist appointment early in the morning).

How I feel about death really depends on my calendar and the weather and how well I slept and what's in the fridge and the like. I have no ideological allegiance to a value judgement about life or death that is not directly circumstantial to the moment, so I can cycle between welcoming death and gratefulness to be alive on the same day. Feels a bit unstable but also sincere and straight forward, like a fleshy hedonic barometer.