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Lately, I've been feeling insecure about my penis.

The idea of masculinity and the idea of it all revolve around the penis. At least in modern times, which is why so much talk about the penis is done from men and women when talking about a man.

Yet my penis is barely 4 inches in both girth and length.

I've talked to my therapist and other friends and woman about this and it always ends up revolving around a woman. "You don't need a penis, just eat them out!", "women don't care!"

But these answered do not satisfy me. They do not console my dread and hate, after all, I don't put in much stock on the ideas of others. So why do I keep caring if apparently others don't?

Are they lying? Yes. In terms of evolution, anthropology, and psychology, a small penis will always be seen as lesser in comparison of a bigger one.

So what is it that is bothering me? It is my own opinion. I cannot have a bigger penis, and that is final. That is depressing to me. I work hard to get money, I workout and eat right to be fit, I read a lot to gain knowledge, I have hobbies to meet new people and socialize. But there is nothing I can do to ever change the fact that I am always going to be lesser of a man, because of my penis.

To know that the majority of men is bigger than me is humiliating. To know that the sight of my penis causes people to think lesser of me is frustrating. I never every man around me as I would give up everything to just be a man.

I look at leaks of men's nudes, and when it turns out they're big, it only becomes positive press for them. If they're small, it's only humiliation forever.

I cannot be happy with what I have, it is not possible. I am faced with the knowledge that I am birthed as a defect.

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Ah, this anon has posted another great Repin.

Here is my fav Manet.