/lit/ - Literature

I'm almost 32 and I've never struggled or tried in anything once in my so called life. I can't even comfort myself with the familiar fantasies of suicide as I've now a visceral internal accusation of lies incompetence cowardice shrieking at me if I even begin to think of it. I'm really at a loss. What does one do when there is nothing one can do or has ever done? I am not just powerless, but trained in powerlessness, a kind of human veal...