/lit/ - Literature

If I had nothing in my mind, why would I come and post here? Sounds counterproductive.
Or is it really counterproductive? I would be skimming posts and lurking somewhere else if I didn't follow the prompt OP gave to me. I am creating something in the end, which it should technically be called productive.
So how could producing a post be considered counterproductive? Is it any more counterproductive than lurking and hiding the nigger cuck porn that I don't have any reasons to see? Is it any more counterproductive that endlessly searching for good threads when there is a distinct lack of them?
What is a good thread anyways? My interests are different from his interests or her interests. I qualify what is good and is not good by seeing what is unique, catches my attention. Something that has been regurgitated endlessly is not going to be something I would dwell on unless it's...
Here we go again, that's hypocrisy, aren't we all hypocrites? Yes we are, that's just basic human behaviour, we (or at least I) would say something that might make me feel good, just to do the opposite seconds later.
How is the world gonna work with people like me? It works because I don't interact with it, by meddling the least with it, I am saving the world from my failures.
But if I don't fail I don't learn, and if I don't learn I'll never do anything. We (I) have to walk the street of shame if I need to know what has to be fixed. But I never really did anything else. I never go out of my house, and the only thing I ever did in my life was lifting propane tanks in a truck. How is someone who does work an ape with a leash could do a human being?
He is not, but he should consider himself as one even if the others outside can smell his failures from a mile away.
Why indulge in self-loathing? Is this the only way you know of portraying emotion? Does happiness not exist to you? Why are you talking to yourself? Why are you so self centered? Don't you know that if you dissapeared your mother and father would have to spend less money on someone who's gonna bin them years later?
They don't know what they're doing.
Bazinga
I miss my ex but at the same time I know that it couldn't really work out. But she was hot at least. And smart. And nerdy. And I was a wreck that ruined everything.
Maybe in three years. A good cope that is, maybe in three years. But I know fair well she will never come back. And even if she came back she won't be the sweet lewd little girl she was back then. She will have had experience with what I consider better men, who don't break down and have anxiety attacks because when he asks her for some quality time she turns it down. That can't say that she loves me, despite of the lewd things she shared to me. Why be lewd with someone and not tell him that you love him? She is the only woman I ever got in a relationship, and knowing my nature, she might by my last.
Alex Yiik, I'm yiikking out right now. This post is the bomb.