/lit/ - Literature

>>22000357
Ive been masturbating to the social media pics of my bfs only ever other lover. The one that took his virginity.

I do it out of anger and jealousy of her like I'm degrading her but after I feel so ashamed and depressed that she had such an impact on him in the few months she toyed with him, over me who has been with him for 5 years.

Do you think she will always be his oneitis and he will be her back up that he will drop me for if given the chance? Or am I being dumb over it all