/lit/ - Literature

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My only excuse is that I'd pulled an all-nighter the night before and that always puts me in a weird state of mind. It wasn't until it started haunting my sleep that I realized how autistic I had been.
Before I fucked it up, we'd been having a conversation about the concept of nothing, where consciousness goes, whether or not we "existed" before birth. It was a long conversation that led to us talking about our life goals. I talked about my actual plans and then ended it by saying more or less exactly what my other post said, maybe worse. It really was meant to be a joke but I know my delivery came out stone cold and it completely killed the momentum. It was "late and she had to go" so I assumed it was game over.

However... She messaged me just a moment ago with some light banter which reminded me that I made this post.

Pic related: I guess it didn't bother her as much as I thought it did. I might still have a chance.