/lit/ - Literature

>>7526716
>tfw I probably won't die justly

>>7449164
I know that your lying, nonetheless
>there are people genuinely living this life
>I'm not one of them

>wake up
>go back to sleep
>dream about her
>wake up sad
>take a piss
>make coffee
>shitpost while coffee brews
>drink coffee while shitposting
>take a piss
>look at myself in mirror after washing hands
>force a smile
>shitpost more
>force myself to eat breakfast
>feel bad about not making music
>look at her pictures
>feel sad
>type a message to her
>delete it
>shitpost more
>jerk off
>feel disgusted immediately afterwards
>look at self in mirror after washing hands
>wonder why I'm still here
>look at skin blemishes and hope one of them is cancerous
>shitpost more
>play video games for like 10 minutes then lose interest
>take off my stained sweatpants and do a smell test to see if I can wear the same shirt tomorrow
>read one page in some novel over and over for 10 minutes
>go to bed and try not to think about her
Repeat ad infinitum