/lit/ - Literature

>>17777981
I still don’t know if you’re lying. I know if I was on 4chan I’d enjoy my writing because I’m both of those things, but I’d never tell the schizo to make a fucking novel if he’s unable to write actual prose and admittedly never wants to write again.

That pretty boy faggot thing is really flat. It has a little color to it, some impact, some mystery but none of it works well enough to be used seriously. It only works in this specific context where I’m trying to shock, build upon my identity as a faggot, and add mystery with hints with the benzo thing.

None of this is publishable. None. I’d probably burn or delete my own book over and over again.

Here’s that court photo by the way, censored of course. Maybe this is my angle? Being this schizo who can almost harness it but too much comes out? I’ll die before I can publish though. If that becomes my identity and I allow myself to be like this I’ll probably almost stab a Floridian tweaker again on a Shizo journey for “inspiration”