/lit/ - Literature

>>18007863
Dunno, man. But whatever it is, it should center around the word 'bosom'. I like the word 'bosom', it makes me feel nice and cozy inside.

I got my undergraduate degree and I'm currently taking some post-baccalaureate classes. I'm doing this all in a lucrative STEM field and have a chance to make a lot of money while living for free at home, which will provide me with a stable foundation to secure myself against the stresses of our capitalist society.

However...

I have a chance to go to graduate school at the university I originally wanted to do for my undergrad. I enjoyed my time at undergrad and succeeded in my goals but I resent myself for not going after my original intention. I think about this often and not the opportunity has presented itself to get my Masters, most likely my last formal education degree, at the place I've always wanted. Unfortunately I'd have to take out tons of student loan debt and spend a few years outside of the workforce, basically trade early financial success for satisfying academic success.

The best part is my extended family all have plenty of money, no drive and lounge around and act depressed at why they "just can't seem to enjoy anything". I would FUCKING LOVE to be able to just go through my desired education path without any financial stress, they literally are all in this position yet choose not to, it really grinds my gears. I try to mediate and let go and it does help but I just needed to write this out.

Thanks anon, hope everything is well with you.