/lit/ - Literature

Are there any true NEETcel books out there? The books I've read(on NEETcel) start out well, but quickly lose its genre while still pretending to be it. For example, the three main issues I can think of are:
>Complete lack of Monotony
I wake up, eat, shitpost on the internet, eat, sleep. Repeat two years. I know for the sake of plot they've to sacrifice this, but to not mention the banality of NEET life is inexcusable for a NEET novel.
>Despair
There is continuous despair in the novel, I feel this isn't the case. There is a constant emptiness and boredom with ups(postive motivation) and downs(despair). I sometimes become motivated, take a bath, put my pen on the paper, but the day ends. I hope I stay motivated on the next day, but that never happens. Either way, the tedious nature of NEET life should be ignored.
>Women
Nothing wrong with having female main characters, but most of the they're somehow really pretty girls who have no problem in communicating with a NEETcel, they don't think they're creepy or disgusting. The NEETcel protagonist can somehow form a bond with a woman without being anxious about it. He keeps chasing her and falls into despair, makes no sense. The worst case scenario os when they have sex and it turns into wish-fufillment fantasy.

Rec Books that depict NEETdom and Loneliness accurately, please? Would be great if it has both, but please do recommend it, if it has either one of them too. Thank you.