/lit/ - Literature

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I only weigh about 115 so trust me, I can get smashed on one or two just the same. Thank god for it--saves so much money. I really am editing though. Second draft is turning out much better. You sit there and ruminate on what you wanted the scene to be and you optimize everything and try to make it more beautiful and fleshed out and put more emotion into it all.
I can't imagine writing on a phone. the screen frustrates me beyond anything. I've been writing thoughts down in a notebook for a few weeks now, though. I've used some of the material in my writing. Usually I can only deal with type though.
I'm clearly incapable of holding an honest job. I've been considering the merits of selling myself to some rich old guy in marriage. The only man I love is already dead more than 40 years before I was born so it doesn't matter at this point. But idk, racking up more debt doesn't make a difference, it's not real anyway. I have so many bills I'm simply not paying and I don't see what is going to realistically happen about it. Most writers always struggled for money, so I'm in good company at least.
I'm partial to either hanging or jumping. Jumping into a sea is probably the most romantic. I'm not going to live long enough to see retirement so to hell with the whole farce of becoming an honest citizen. But I don't think anyone who hasn't suffered can write worth a damn, so whatever, I'll pick this kind of life every time.