/lit/ - Literature

why has /lit/ stopped having frens post good night messages?

>>15903320
>condensation
condensated*. Fuck, my brain has left its cage.
>>15903330
>I bought the book, couldn't even get past page 300
That's rough, anon. Since I got a kindle, I always pirate the ebook. If I like it, I buy a physical copy, because I still like to occasionaly peruse through one, and if I don't, I just delete and forget.

I can barely read. I see the words on the page, my eyes move over them, I say them one by one, yet when I get to the end of the sentence there’s nothing in my brain. I didn’t comprehend a single word.

It takes immense mental energy for me to read the words one at a time across a page, in fact I devote all my mental energy to just doin that task and there’s no brainpower left to actually understand the words, it’s all used in keeping me moving left to right and reading the words. My natural inclination upon coming upon a large page of text is to scan it all over with my eyes in no obvious pattern or direction, up, down, diagonally across the page. My brain doesn’t feel like it was designed to read, I scan everything instead of reading it sequentially. It’s like I’m searching for something on the horizon.

I will never amount to anything in life because I can’t read. My brain is total shit. I am worthless and a complete failure in every sphere of human life.

Another Friday night spent alone staring at a screen

>24 yo
>kissless, hugless, handholdless, virgin
>unemployed for 9 months after college
>balding
>hated by parents
>never been to a party, concert, bar, or social gathering
>never had a friend
>heart starts racing and I get nauseous when I need to make a phone call or send an email

I feel so left behind and feel like I am wasting my life. I am 20 years old and living with my mom, I commute to school to do my English degree and have no ambitions or aspirations once I get out of school, I still cant drive, Ive never had a job, never been in an relationship and had sex, lost contact with all my friends from highschool and have been alone and lonely for 3 years, nwver made a friend and dont talk to anyone in college it is hard for me to find someone to connect with. I feel so lonely and want people in my life but at the same time I feel like I want to get away from everyone and everything. Whenever I meet someone I dont want them getting close to me something is wrong with me. I want someone to be close to but I push everyone away feeling that I have no connection with them and that we will never understand each other. Literature 4 this feel?

>>11412987
Well it probably takes 100% of your mental capacity just to read the words and to move your eyes.

>>11403285
>My local library doesn't even have books, it's basically a history museum with a free communal working space

>>11403968
>there are much better books on the occult out there though

Like what?

>>11125314
>tfw didn't meet my page quota

>>11034453
>>11034941
source

sometimes
i sit under telephone lines
and let the bird poop
fall on my face.

https://lookism.net/Thread-Looksmax-Side-effects-of-hardcore-rotting-ROTFRAUDS-STAY-OUT

books for this ffeeel

>>9668300
sorry i didn’t pick up

i was busy in a stage of

premature mourning

for a relationship i hadn’t yet lost

>>9619597
>tfw they start charging a virgin tax on every purchase.

>>9569607
>No matter how men judge women’s looks, it must remain a mystery to them that the plainest woman can get sex any time she wants, while even decent-looking men are reduced to masturbating and/or paying for it. Maybe the Magic Mirror is more of a comfort blanket, after all?