/lit/ - Literature

I've never found anything of worth in the outside world.

Everything I enjoy, everything I value, everything I got anything out of came from art and the internal world. I have no interest in the outside world and no interest in participating in it. The only world that matters to me are the ones I visit in my mind via art.

>No point in living
>No point in killing myself
>No point in doing anything
>No point in doing nothing
>No point in being alone
>No point in being together with someone
>No point in cheating
>No point in murdering someone who cheated on you
>No point in living

>No point in living
>No point in killing myself
>No point in doing anything
>No point in doing nothing
>No point in being alone
>No point in being together with someone
>No point in cheating
>No point in murdering someone who cheated on you
>No point in living

No matter what I do or where I go I feel bad inside all the time

>No point in living
>No point in killing myself
>No point in doing anything
>No point in doing nothing
>No point in being alone
>No point in being together with someone
>No point in cheating
>No point in murdering someone who cheated on you
>No point in living

>>13165762
The one thing you can be the most certain about in life is yourself.

What you believe, how you interpret the world, whether you're seeing things for how they truly are or if you're lying to yourself. Questions like "does god exist", "does truth exist", "is our perception reliable" are so far beyond the scope of reasonable, practical provability that I don't even care about them. They're too abstract to be of any actual use to me in navigating existence better. I care about knowing myself, my environment, my perceptions and my actions as honestly as possible.

If you fall into the trap of focusing on useless lines of thought that make it impossible to believe in anything as truth then you may as well just put a bullet in your head right now. I have no time in my life for abstraction, I'm far too busy with knowledge that helps me grasp reality better than yesterday. I live for the here and now, not the future or the past. You're beholden to no one and nothing, not morals, not ethics, not the social contract, not society, not civic duty, NOTHING except yourself and what you can live with.