/lit/ - Literature

The further i sink into shame and stagnation, the more difficult it becomes to talk to old friends on the phone/through texting - i can manage and bullshit my way through in real life conversations -. I reached the point where I avoid picking up calls, because my life is such an empty shell that i can't respond to the usual "so what do you do with your days", it's too painful. I appreciate the fact that they're still interested in having a chat after all these years, but i just have nothing to offer. I hope I can fix my shit and finally start moving forward this year, otherwise it'll be a datura trip while the nitrogen mask will be ready for action.

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Lots of anons talking about their relationships today. That's nice.
I fell in love with someone too. We're quite different when it comes to our backgrounds and our personalities, yet there's a genuine, deep mutual care and investment between us which makes me hope that maybe this will work out after all. Poor girl has a ton of issues currently, some acknowledged, others not yet, but i really believe in the goodness within her, and all i want is to help her come to terms with it and make a true breakthrough towards the light. It would be such a massive shame to see her waste her life so pointlessly. It's all up to whether or not she wants to make a change.
Good luck everyone.