/lit/ - Literature

If I didn't get caught up in my neurotic PTSD thoughts, I would be the smartest person on the planet. Bros, please bear with me, but really, what excuse do you all have, with a healthy mental health, to not have great minds or do something great? Like, if my brain's energy was going in the direction of thinking critically, analyzing and figuring stuff out, BRO even a tenth of the energy that goes into remembering my traumatic thoughts went that way, I would be smarter than Nikola Tesla. I was once strangled by a group of 5 men then tied and kicked to a pulp, I since then always feel like I am in that situtation, literally belive it 100% I am still getting beaten up even as I am writing this post. So what the fuck is your excuse for not being a genius? I have moments where my mind works properly and I figure shit out instantly, but it lasts only minutes before my PTSD takes over again. If I had a whole life available to me of good mental health I would be greater than Einstein himself, but instead I am fucking shellshocked to the max, in this moment if you asked me to read a page of a book, I couldn't tell you what I just read because I am THAT caught up in thinking I am being killed. PTSD sucks :(

>all the seething commies coming out of the woodwork with their garbled worthless 2 cents
beautiful