/lit/ - Literature

>Found actual qt girl that is a philosophy major
>Gave her my shitty book and she came back, annotated it and actually had a conversation with me about it
>We discussed Spengler together
>We ran together on Valentine's day
>Went on a few dates nothing ever happens but I told her I like her romantically
>First time in life I see myself with someone seriously
>daydreaming.jpg
>feel like I could marry her although I'm against marriage and have left girls before because they were trying to force the idea on me
>Call her over to watch a Tarkovsky movie
>She agrees, but says in a few days because a girlfriend from abroad is here this week and she wants to spend time with her since no opportunities
>days are passing, haven't heard from her since
>no texting
>can barely drag myself to work
>get home just lay in bed and stare at ceiling