/lit/ - Literature

>>20144471
>tfw look like guy in pic
>tfw 26 yo virgin

I just spent my entire 3-day weekend doing nothing of value. I got black out drunk twice, played hours of paradox games, shitposted on here for hours, etc. Tomorrow I'll wake up and log onto my office job that I don't care for, probably do nothing of note there besides move some numbers around an excel sheet. They'll tell me good job, I'm really smart. I'll feel like I've accomplished nothing. After work I'll go to the gym, spend a few hours shitposting, read before bed, then start it all again. Until the weekend, where I'll get blackout drunk, wake up in the afternoon, play video games and do nothing of value. And repeat.

I'm not depressed, I feel I've grown out of that. I more feel...disinterested. Life just seems so boring and monotonous. I don't find my job compelling, video games don't really make me happy anymore, I can go on vacation for a weekend or even a week but I'll just have to come back to this all again. I feel like I have all of this energy, all of this time, and nothing to pour it into. I've never had a gf and I don't really have any hobbies that I can just sit down and spend hours doing. What do people spend their time doing? How do you find something to look forward to getting better at? I feel like I have no skills, I don't know how to do anything. I work a fake job, play fake games, cum to fake girls. I don't feel much connection to anything really.

I'm 25 and have never had sex, is it over?

>tfw middle class corporate wagie born to middle class parents with no trust fund inheritance
I'm doomed aren't I