/lit/ - Literature

Going to a wedding this weekend. Flying out tomorrow. Will see a lot of the family who I haven't spent time with in years. And strangers. Going to spend the whole week being asked questions I have no good answers to.
Are you working?
No, I've been unemployed since I graduated
Oh, what did you study?
A useless social science
What are you qualified for?
Absolutely nothing besides flipping burgers or manual labor
What do you want to do?
I don't fucking know
Do you have a girlfriend yet?
Obviously fucking not you can clearly see how fucking ugly and how much of a mess I am who the fuck in their right mind who give me a second look
What's your plan?
I'm probably going to jump off of a fucking bridge once I've paid my parents back what I owe them

>Go to church in my neighborhood
>Half empty on Sundays, I am literally the only soul in the mass younger than 50
>Go to church on my university campus
>Mostly middle-aged couples with very young children, more old people and a couple dozen Korean and Filipino students that look like they could barely speak English

Depressing. The whole thing reeks of decay. Like a dead ritual people still perform despite have long forgotten what it meant.