/lit/ - Literature

I cant stop thinking about my ex gf and it is driving me crazy. I tried everything, but every time I have a moment where I have to wait/chill, she come back in my head and I have this urge of calling her. I dont want to be pathetic. Im not going to call her. I know I have to take the L with pride. Its just really hard to think about someone every single time you are supposed to be chilling, only to know you will never see her again in your life. Its been 2 months we have broke up and im still on it. I feel like a literal piece of shit. I hate that feeling. I just want to get wasted on booze, xans & weed but I know it will make it worse. I just cant anymore bros. I just want to erase her from my head.