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>>17410853
Fuck I want to feel the warmth of the women, I've gotten to the point where we were about to do something and just spilled my spaghetti and folded although I got her to take the blame. I just don't understand the dynamic behind it, how people move from kissing to fucking, I've kissed someone but never made out. I don't get it and my inability to convert my swindles over a women to some sex has just crushed my wanting to try anymore. I'm becoming more and more anti-social I have not seen my friends in some years and made some new mutual friends that I'm scared to see them in person. Idk what to do man, covid although giving me so much time has actually killed my motivation, sure so much time but I don't even go outside and work out, I hardly go out. I am damaging my brain badly with this lifestyle and I don't know how to fix it.