/lit/ - Literature

I fell for the "if you don't have sex you're a loser" meme even though I don't truly have an interest in holding hands down the street or buying valentine gifts so I had like 2 or 3 sexual encounters but they ended in shame and disgust then I tried to more properly woo a woman whom I actually liked instead of just using for sex but I got too obsessed and put her off, to my detriment because I really liked her and in hindsight would have been content to just talk to her, "beta" and "cuck" as that sounds. I still miss her.

Taking a break from trying so hard and hoping to improve my standing (get a degree, further some creative/career pursuit) so I can have something constant to focus on instead of brooding or getting jealous should I get myself trapped in another relationship.

I guess I'm not as incompetent in this matters as the bulk of 4chan, but I would still say that I'm sexually frustrated and lonely. Not one to drown in pussy effortlessly but it's within reach I suppose. I'm not unscrupulous enough to use Tinder or other online dating things, nor am I eager to alter my personality to be attractive.

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>tfw Jean found his 10/10 but she fucking died

I hardly remember Sabetha but she wasnt as bad as Locke becoming fuckboy supreme in her presence.

Pls no bully

https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/22494004-sebastian-melmoth