/lit/ - Literature

you're assuming that your inner feelings are being generated by the thought that the world is meaningless. that may be so, but then it would only require for you to stop believing that the world is meaningless. you can do that through action, because action is a form of meaning in itself.

In other words, I believe your thoughts and feelings are being caused by inactivity. You can stop them through activity. Thinking that you can read or think your way out of it is the cope.