/lit/ - Literature

How can i explain that, since i took semen retention, i became so much compassionate and in touch with others, much more charming and also thoughtful, but at the same time it made me so much more defiant of the church?

I feel Catholicism is wrong, trying to tide the spirit itself in a church is just decrepit as hell, it feels just wrong, the spirit is everywhere, acting in the present, not just in a church with pre-fabricated phrases that aren't valid at all to the current situation

Recently my country literally rebelled against all kinds of institutions and financial/political ideas, people died on the streets putting their hearts into an idea that may be wrong, and the church instead of addressing the issues or talking about it and how it relates to justice and the spirit, they started talking about Israel and other shit, it's just wrong, the spirit can't be there, it's just trying to tide it to some symbolism but the spirit is completely free. Worse enough, the catholic church actually defends pedos who defend the military and their atrocities against the population

>>13943652
Woof woofe

I am a mathematician/physicist.
I am interested in the philosophy of science.
Where would be good to start?