/lit/ - Literature

>>10509089
The only thing my post does is not turn Buddhism into the precise answer you are looking for and think you already have, but which you are struggling for because you still have doubts. You can cry "cuck" and "life-denying" all you want, but you have yet to say anything that indicates that you don't see your precious life as something other than a burden or that you are truly open to what life brings.

But do as you think better. If you want to stay in a corner, do it. You're not my responsibility.

>>9983787
No, I just keep piling up more shit to do and my stage fright makes it impossible to pass finals if I have an option. So I'm progressing no problem, I like what I do and the teachers are great, but even though that's the case I have nothing to show for it in any symbolic manner. It makes me want to just drop uni, get a job and spend my own time writing and reading what I know will be good, but that will come at the prize of shutting myself out of new experiences.

Thankfully things have been been getting better lately, slowly.

But seriously man, write. Leave your expectations at the door and write what you can write. It can't be all terrible, and even if it is, then that only means it's more obvious where you've got work to do. Noticing that you're fucking up now instead of later is probably the best thing you could ask for. You gotta love your work, learn to enjoy changing for what you love rather than wishing it to be something else.