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>>21329474
on feminine sexuality,

not saying strictly women, i am meaning the classical feminine archetype. this easily applies to manic bottoms as well.

the question boggled my mind. why do good girls go for bad boys? why do girls respond more when i'm methodically aloof and put together?

the answer came to me from the time when i was the girlfriend. i was dating a man several years older than me, and was deeply in love with him.
it didn't matter that he had less of an interest in me than i of him. it mattered that he was passionate about whatever he was passionate about, and dipped low to let me suck him off in his car.

the answer came to me when i was the boyfriend. i was hooking up with a girl who didn't care if what i was doing, only that i was ambitious, hungry to make it to the top of whatever field it is.

the answer came to me when i was researching this very subject.

it's not attraction to narcissism, necessarily.

IT'S AGGRESSION. not aggression in the modern sense, aggression in the etymological base sense.

Aggression is from the french word AGIR: to act or to go forward. it is engaging with the world and movement.

this is the thing that comes along with narcissism, and why women **put up with** narcissism. it is getting along for the ride, a pathological selfish going forward.

my lack of aggression ended my last relationship. not in our sex life, but in my laziness towards the world. i wanted to stay home, pet the cat, fuck her pussy, and cook.
but she wanted me to fuck the world and take what's mine from it.
i hit the road and came home to my parents, not sure what i'm going to do next.

i'm on 4chan so clearly it's not going too well.