/lit/ - Literature

>>12584862
Everyone appears to be making a better use of their time than me.
They go to parties, drink at pubs, go to the beach, travel, go to concerts while I just read, watch movies, sometimes I study or go to the gym, walk my dog....
I tell myself that that it hardly matters, and they aren't happy either with their hedonistic life styles but it gets harder to believe it as time passes.
I chose this tho.
Feeling lonely and morose, drinking alone, driving for hours, the occasional fits of hatred for them are pleasant.