/lit/ - Literature

The better question would be asking for books about pedophilia and sexual disorders.
I might or might have not been part of an online support community.
One of the questions that was asked most frequently was when did the users discover they were pedos. Most replies went "Oh I just knew it." but by connecting their previous posts, you can easily make out a history of sexual disturbances in childhood. We are the most impressionable when toddlers, and things we learn here will distort the way we see reality.

Sexual stimuli in childhood often results in these disorders. Some of them can be physical such as molestation, rape, masturbation, sex, etc. Some can be visual, such as pornography, seeing someone have sex, etc.

Two other things can be mentioned regarding this subject.

One, children are not as innocent as people make them out to be. By the time they're 6 or 7, they have a certain degree of understanding of topics such as nudity or sexuality (usually instilled by the parents) Or they might have underwent a premature sexual awakening because of the aforementioned triggers. By this age, children usually develop crushes on both kids and adults, they begin forming their character, and being rebellious as they are, often toy with things adults forbid them.

Two, pedophilia is a cycle. Victims of molestation or rape will often adopt one of two mindsets; They will do it themselves, or they will let it happen to those around them. Being sexually disturbed in childhood results in a stunted emotional development. The person might feel rage and resentfulness, or they might even feel longing - One thing that many people aren't ready to understand is that not all cases of pedophilia are violent, or even traumatic. Some can even be comforting. I am such an example.

As seen in the Incest Diary, where a woman recounts how her father raped her, we discover that her father was raped too by her grandpa. She then had nightmares or fantasies where she herself raped a child with a penis.

Sexuality in childhood is a fascinating topic. I wish we could separate the scientific study of it from the whole shit-flinging 'discussions' people have.