/lit/ - Literature

dating and sex scares me, I have spent the last ten years alone, withdrawn and isolated. I feel broken.

Some girls were interested but they were unattractive, boring or both.
Whenever I find a girl interesting, the feeling is never mutual.
My grandma told me that I should lower my standards but I can't; I have far too much pride for that. I would rather be miserable than to settle for less.

I can't even get a date. Dating apps are fuckin hellscape of very little matches and when I do get them the girls don't answer the texts. Never met any interesting women through my hobbies or my friend group.

I don't get it, I'm decent looking like a 7/10 on average, take caare of my appearance, I'm in great shape, I'm educated, I have many interest.

Why the fuck am I so lonely? Why the fuck is there so little opportunities to meet women despite going out (volleyball, rockclimbing, uni). And finally, why do I always get rejected whenever I find a girl interesting?

New aquaintances are generally suprised when they find out that I am a virgin. I'm pissed off, people underrate me. I'm worth a lot more than they think and I will prove it eventually. Fuck everyone.

I've been a walking L lately, just getting rejected by every job application and girls I talk to. It's kinda comical at this point, I guess im just bad at life lmao. I mean it sucks but I can't really control whether or not a job or a girl wants me. Just gotta keep doing what I'm doing and play the numbers game, eventually someone will want me. Anyway, I got a job ineterview next friday, hopefully my luck will change.

>>19121263
I feel even more embarrassed when it's a silly thing meant to be funny

Hard mode: No YA

>tfw never went to a large high school in a mid sized American city where everyone drove cars and went to prom and it was like the movies
>tfw never went to an English public school (£30,000+ per year) and became intellectually inspired
>tfw never went to an elite university with an overachieving high pressure environment
>tfw never worked in New York or London in the highest of high finance from my early 20s, making lots of money and somehow being dissatisfied
>tfw never lived as an extremely rich lazy layabout young person in either Los Angeles or New York
>tfw never been to Tokyo and wandered around the arcades I see on YouTube
>tfw haven't been abroad for over 5 years
>tfw never had a gf
>tfw have been incapable of putting any effort in to anything under my own initiative for as long as I can remember
>tfw never had a gf or been on a date
>tfw never had friends as an adult
>tfw see no meaning in life
>tfw the west is degenerating in to the third world and there is no historical precedent

>>16264734
When are we going to a biopic starring Ryan Gosling?

Just finished The Tartar Steppe
The book was one big reminder of how insidious hope can be.
I need to stop waiting and start acting.

>>12403845
True art can only be expression of the most sincere suffering.

tfw you love these threads but are neither intelligent nor well read enough to get half of it