/lit/ - Literature

>>10411805
>I've come to realize that I'm afraid to cry about you, mom. I fear that if I let myself I'll never stop.
Damn I feel ya, bro. I haven't cried in years and it's for this exact same fear. Like I'll implode to the point of irredeemable breakdown. I'm talking close to a decade and I haven't been able to cry once. I'm able to tear up a tiny bit for under 2 or so minutes then that's it. No actual crying. Even when I try to intentionally make myself it still doesn't work. I'd like to be able to cry again just to know that I can. It's really unsettling when I stop to think about it.

Need help finding a book, lads.
My dad mentioned when he was younger he read some book about a planet full of dangerous beasts and plants, some sci-fi shit. He called it "The Untamed Planet" but read the book in Russian and didn't know if any English version existed, so he was just literally translating the Russian title.
I tried looking up "Untamed Planet" and got no results though. Does this book sound familiar to anyone?

>go to fave antique shop
>lots of books
>1922 inside complete with cute literary girl at cash register
>go there for years
>June 2017
>just broke up, on a mission to fuck someone
>hunter.jpg
>Time to have a go at antique shop girl
>"hey do you have Sartre or Camus?"
>"Light reading for the beach, huh? Let's see"
>she smiles
>she'll get the pipe mane
>"I can give you French copies. Nothing else right now. Do you speak French?"
>"Yes. "
>I don't
>she says something in French
>wtf
>I just nod
>asks something in French
>something about essays
>"I've read most of Camus essays, something else"
>she hands me a book
>don't know what it is
>better buy it and leave before I'm compromised
>"This will do"
>she giggles
>damn she's down to fuck, I'll get her next visit
>I pay
>Go home
>it's a collection of Camus' essays
>she greets me in French when I see her in front of the shop ever since
>never go inside again

Rip shop 2012-2017

I feel suicidal
I donde like talking to other people
I feel like i have a masking personality that doesnt let me speak my mind and makes represses my life
I feel hopeless and powerless

Books for this feel?

>>10082271
>3 reviews
>every single one moaning about the difficulty of the piece