/lit/ - Literature

I somewhat dislike the feature of myself where there is nothing spontaneous about me. For example, I have an entire five year plan for new people I meet scratched up on the first day. Before talking to them I go through the dialogue tree and possible choices about 50 different times or something, and I almost never (when talking) observe a path I didn't already think through, and the entire discussion is me clicking through the discussion like it's fucking Oblivion

In short, I think and I think a lot and overthink. I guess I'm also somewhat disappointed / tired / sad that nobody has ever managed to really surprise me. I can't remember last time anything surprised me