/lit/ - Literature

>it’s been so long since he’s purposefully looked at other things while passing my desk though

cute

>i don’t often assert stuff like that. think i’ve chosen guys who…like…their presence will help me feel comfortable asserting stuff like that. basic needs/wants/preferences stuff. i rely on them too much, though, and it’s always some ‘us against the world’ dynamic. the thing that’s fucked about it…is….when you pit yourself against the world, and the person you’re with displeases you in some way, that same energy of ‘me against [world]’ creeps in, and it’s like ‘oh shit, we’re arguing, it’s *THE END OF THE WORLD* oh nooo’

me

>i gotta watch myself man lol

>i’m a freak on a leash

also me

>i was at my parents’ in chestertown, addicted to adderall ‘to help me edit liveblog 2013 into a book,’ thinking there were things coming out of my skin and collecting them and doing tests on them and myself, but i was also getting into meditation, and…by mid-late march i think i’d had the epiphany while meditating that ‘if there really is nanotechnology in me, and it’s sending my thought-data to the government, all i can do is create a symbiotic relationship with it’

cute

>like if when you go near the aux cable you hear a big booming voice say ‘THIS GUY WHO’S FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE YOU ALMOST HOOKED UP WITH A FEW TIMES ABOUT TEN YEARS AGO LIKES THIS AUX CABLE’ and ‘THIS FORMER ACQUAINTANCE WHO IS REALLY VOCAL ABOUT HER POLITICS LIKES THIS AUX CABLE’ and ‘YOUR FRIEND WHO YOU’D NEVER THINK WOULD LIKE THIS AUX CABLE IS FRIENDS WITH A FEW PEOPLE WHO LIKE THIS AUX CABLE AND PROBABLY LIKES THE IDEA OF SUPPORTING THIS AUX CABLE MORE THAN THE AUX CABLE ITSELF’

>and then a few days later, you’re like ‘maybe i’ll try walking down that street again, there’s usually something for me there, that aux cable is probably gone now’

>but when you start down the road the first thing you hear is ‘A MID-SIZED LITERARY VENUE WANTS TO REMIND YOU THAT THIS AUX CABLE IS ABSOLUTELY KILLING IT’ and ‘SOME PEOPLE WHO YOU DON’T KNOW YET LIKE THIS AUX CABLE, SO YOU MIGHT LIKE TO MEET THESE PEOPLE’ and ‘SICK OF PREPARING YOUR OWN MEALS? TRY AUXMEALPREP WITH A 15% DISCOUNT WHEN YOU USE THE CODE: CABLEDAYS2020!’

based

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>strongbad hoodie
also based