/lit/ - Literature

>>10699867
Gonna go ahead and expand on this:

I'm so fucking miserable lads. I'm failing three classes in my last year of high school, and I haven't stopped accumulating absences and tardies. I want to leave my job already, but I don't have the money I need yet. No friends. Everyone my age is misanthropic, whiny, and not immature in the same way I am. Their immaturity is different from mine. Didn't apply to college. Didn't take my SAT. Didn't get any community hours. In 4 months, I'll lose the opportunity to have consistent socialization with people my age, and within my social class. It's going to get worse after that. I'm going to be alone. I used to dream of leaving it all behind, and moving from place to place, never settling down, and now the thought of leaving this region terrifies me. I don't know what happened. I don't know why I want a wife and kids now.

I can't vent on /adv/ or /r9k/ because I can't post on either one for some reason. /adv/ never lets me post, and /r9k/ just gives me a "Posting from your IP region/ISP is blocked." message. This is probably the best thing that happen to anyone who actually visited those boards, but I miss having a place to vent, which is exactly why I'm making this post. Can't even discuss literature here because I don't have any time to read anymore.

I don't know what I'm going to do. This essay is going to be worth a huge portion of my grade, and I'm so fucking stuck on writing it, even though I could pass so easily if I just wrote something mediocre. I keep taking naps and I only end up waking up feeling more tired. Nothing helps.

>>10699880
I looked through the archives, can't find the posts. I don't remember where it was posted, and searching up key words didn't locate the posts either. It was on a thread about people posting what events drastically altered their lives, I think.