/lit/ - Literature

I don't want to fail out of law school on the first semester.
I don't want all this debt and to go back to a shitty job that does absolutely nothing for the world.
I need to tab my Federal Rules of Civil Procedure book.
Shit, I need to write an outline so I can write an attack sheet so I can copy it into my FRCP book after I tab it.
I need to go through every single case that the professor jerked off to some arbitrary piece of language and remember how to regurgitate it for that 4 hour ride of death.
My dog is dead.
my dog is dead again.
Why do we keep getting dogs only for them to die at a future point in time.
Now my grandmother is going to die soon because there's nothing left connected to my grandfather for her to care about.
God damn it how am I going to memorize everything for property when I have absoluetly no interest in whether a there is a joint ownership in a vested remainder where some fucking lessor decides to fuck up the water heater.
Holy shit my apartment is so dirty.
Why have I lost 15 pounds?
Why do I forget to eat?
How do I keep missing all these issues when I take practice tests?
Why can't I just read a stupid book without looking into it so much?
Why can't I just paint little miniatures without feeling a guilt weighing like a thousand suns upon me??
Why don't video games get me off anymore?
Holy shit my outline for contracts is garbage and that's the one I can take in to the test.
I want to actually know this stuff, not play the test game.
None of these books actually help teach me the things I need to know on the test.
I have to play the test game.
I forgot what it was like to surround myself with idiots. Do I actually miss that feeling?
Holy shit my dog is dead.

I don't know. I don't know anything.

1L, get hype.

Hey /lit/,

How's everyone's first week of law school going?